Sunday, August 19, 2007
i have been thinking abt many things these few days.. i realise that we are constantly faced with insecurities. be it at work, at home, in friendships, in relationships. everywhere.... once upon a time i was so secure with where i stand in life that maybe just maybe i became too complacent in maintaining it. but well we are all human. to ere is us. from what i have learnt, there must always be a plan B, u must learn to move on. and nothing is permanent. things change, circumstances change, pple change. if it stays in status quo, good. if not, try to amend it. if all fail, move on. it's always nice to have pple reassure u but sometimes if that reassurance is not reflected in any actions, words will just be words..... there are many things which u try so hard to hold on to but the tighter you grip, the harder u try, it will still slip away.....
well since i have been so serious doing some life reflection (ya right), i thank god that khad and rozie asked me out for lunch yest. i hate staying at home on my saturday off.. haha.. as usual, we met at JP, had lunch at swensens with me adding some extra spices of the day by gushing.. hahaha sorry girlssss.. i will stop it soon... hahahaha... o swensen has a new menu btw but nothing super great la....
after a long lunch, we watched rush hour 3, freaking funny... unexpected lines n scenes... good laugh, man... walked for a bit before rozie had to leave for grannie's plc. but i persuaded khad to shop with me.. hehehe. and end up buyinh like 3 tops.tsk tsk tsk. but one cost only 8 bucks. cheap kannnnn.... then chilled for awhile at coffee bean cos we were dead tired. but i had fun. reallie did.. smileeeee
this pic was taken eons ago but i didnt get a chance to post it. so there... do we look alike?? pple have been saying we do... remember that scary incident at NUS during the bahas 4pm camp in jc?? hahaha
one of my finds at JP.. nice kannnnnn... i loveeee...
ANDDDD the best thing was that when i reach homeeee i saw this!!! DUNKIN' in the refrigerator. my parents were back from johor and bought for me donutssss.. weeeeee... aini's a happy camper.....!!!!!!
well it doesnt reallie look good in the boxes but well I LOVE IT! and that's all that matters... hehehehe... thk u mak!!!
~sometimes the reassurance is all just not that reassuring at all... breathe, and then just let it go aini. i will be found.....soon enough~
aini@1:16 PM
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